my god rec the news that the F1 show has been cancelled!! damn upset and its so last min..no work means no money...sian..whatever i have plan before hand that i wanna do seems like sigh..it wont happen..never felt so drained up before..sigh..really damn sad luh..
anw,went to find baby jus nw..god i miss him so much!! i jus enjoy spending time with you..ure like almost my everything..i love u so much..

(:

can someone make me happy for once?

had a hard timee sleeping last night..sneezing and sneezing duno how many pieces of tissue paper i used up...but duno y this morning jiu recover liao..thank god

went to collect my retainers today...and the dentist told me that i got to wear for another 2 year..zzzzz...went out with sy today..meet her at sengkang den went to look for present for her bf..find find find cannot find den end up she bought a pair of couple rings..its damn cheap luh..20+ 30 only..was wondering will it rust anot..den walk around..den i go home liao..
brought the 2 kids to the playground for half an hour..den head back for dinner..the two of them play until it seems like rain drops are falling down their head..haha..

19april09

before








after(:

went to the dentist today..and the dentist told me that i can remove my braces alrd..haha..wad a surprised

really glad..after wearing it for 17months..

dear was there too(: I love him(:

so sickening..

i seriously wish that i could just get married..and just forget about everything..but its seems like even getting married is a problem now...i hate it when out of sudden my mum just like throw me to a guy and think that in every way he could provide for me..assume this and assume that..its making me so damn frustrated luh..how to not be affected?not to be jealous?when she just dote on others more den her own kids.and asking me to survive on my own when i dun even have a job now..and dear jus say dun care luh dear..i know ..dun care..but its so i duno how to describe also..i only can wait till when that person is ready and able den i can have wad i want...

i seriously wanna live life to the max and be much more happier now den the past..but seems like its not working at all..humph..the only thing that im happy with is my bf has patience ..and a good temper to tolerate me.

frustrations

when ure not feeling good.when ure stuck in life..when ur love ones really couldnt make it to be there for you when you needed them the most..and it feels suck...sigh..oh well...in this kind of situation the only thing is to go shopping..i really wish i could...but circumstances dun allow me to do so..imagine that i have stop buying clothes for more den 3 months...i think some of you might think that im kidding you..but its true luh..humph...no way i can do that to vent my frustrations for now....and my mum keeps thinking that my boyfriend is a money god that can provide me with whatever i wanna....at first i tot that she's jus kidding but after awhile i realised that she mean it.faint..sad right.i have never felt so empty in life before....
but thank God that before sch starts i have a temp assignment for F1 at the airport..so at least its not so bad.

i thanks God for every single day i have...every meal..every little thing...
i really hope that things will get better soon.

memories after memories

capturing all the happiest moment with you..all the silly moments i rem..(:

ha ha

love you

When you have to look away

When you dont have much to say

Thats when I love you I love you, just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak

Or see you walk with two left feet

Thats when I love you I love you,

endlessly And when your mad cuz you lost a game

Forget Im waiting in the rain

Baby i love you, I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight

You can count on me for life

Thats when i love you

When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you,

WhenI love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes

Cause the movie it made you cry

Thats when I love you I love you a little more each time

And when you cant quite match your clothes

Or when you laugh at your own jokes

Thats when I love you I love you, more than youll know

And when you forget that we had a date

Or that look that you get when you show up late

Baby I love you, I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight

You can count on me for life

Thats when i love you

When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you, When I love you no matter what

Thats when I love you When nothing baby

Nothing you do could change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you,

When I love you No matter what No matter...

in this gu gu world no money mean no everything...sigh..

遇上你那天起生命开始出现了奇迹天空笑得好美丽把手放进你手里心里默默宣誓只爱你一辈子也能肯定只是爱让人伤得再彻底在我的眼里还是会相信最真的人最后一定可以找到幸福途径
爱会让我坚强让我哭泣让我不懂我自己只有你的微笑来安抚我的心陪你走过狂风暴雨的日子等待的是天晴一起创造这场最完美的爱情我愿意
遇上你那天起生命开始出现了奇迹天空笑得好美丽把手放进你手里心里默默宣誓只爱你一辈子也能肯定只是爱让人伤得再彻底在我的眼里还是会相信最真的人最后一定可以找到幸福的途径爱会让我坚强让我哭泣让我不懂我自己只有你的微笑来安抚我的心陪你走过狂风暴雨的日子等待的是天晴一起创造这场最完美的爱情我愿意爱会让我坚强让我哭泣让我不懂我自己只有你的微笑来安抚我的心陪你走过狂风暴雨的日子等待的是天晴一起创造这场最完美的爱情我愿意
我愿意

tired...very tired

i realised that ure not the talkative u that loves talking to me that much online alrd..last time when u were chasing after me u talk so much think of how to win my heart..but its no long there anymore.i feel that u got lazy over everything.....

010409

humph..dear diary

i duno whats really gonna on with me): i feel unhappy and sad very easily lately..and i duno how..
i really wish that i could do sth abt it but..i duno how...its just cannot be control.
i really love him..but i dislike it when i feel like..hey, he's not like the very first time when we met..someone whose willing to spend time with me..like take me to the park for a stroll..someone who loves to hug and kiss me...someone that wanna bring me to the beach jus to see the sun rise....

my friends like to ask me u and ur bf how alrd?..good anot?..where u guys always go for date...den they will start saying..me and my bf go to this place that place....u been there? ..........erm..no?and alot more other stupid qns that will make a girl feel very sad and jealous....maybe my life isnt as good as u guys ba.but im sure that one day i will go round the world.and visit much more places den all of u.