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humph..dear diary

i duno whats really gonna on with me): i feel unhappy and sad very easily lately..and i duno how..
i really wish that i could do sth abt it but..i duno how...its just cannot be control.
i really love him..but i dislike it when i feel like..hey, he's not like the very first time when we met..someone whose willing to spend time with me..like take me to the park for a stroll..someone who loves to hug and kiss me...someone that wanna bring me to the beach jus to see the sun rise....

my friends like to ask me u and ur bf how alrd?..good anot?..where u guys always go for date...den they will start saying..me and my bf go to this place that place....u been there? ..........erm..no?and alot more other stupid qns that will make a girl feel very sad and jealous....maybe my life isnt as good as u guys ba.but im sure that one day i will go round the world.and visit much more places den all of u.