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dear dairy

i think this is a very good place to vent my frustrations besides crying my heart out..
it became a habit for me to blog when im very sad or happy.ha ha

that 2 weeks of suffering was finally over..chicken pox really make me felt like im in hell..though its all over now..but there are still scars left behind...really need time to let them disappear..

well...been 9 months together...i guess u also dun rem..i felt that our honey moon period is really over..really! i think the honey mood period last for about 6months..i think is consider not bad alrd..ha ha..nevermind...hmm..now all the problems starts to appear..i duno wad he dun like about me..but im just upset that he cant give me his time,his company,his attention...we dun kiss like we always do when we were together at the beginning,no longer hug or kiss as much as we see each other in the pass...duno issit becos he dun love me as much as the past?or is his finances bothering him so much so that he really got so distracted..and forget about me sometimes?hmm..i really wish that we could really communicate more.hug more and kiss more to mantain this love run.i dk about you but i felt thatt way.i wanna love you more each day...like even more den the very first time i met you.i really understand your situation dear..i really hope that u could get out from what ure gg thru asap.i know its tiring..its mentally so stressful for u..when i saw u throwing temper,when u vent ur anger on ur things the very first time infront of me..i got very afraid..

afterall you know i love u alot dear..its love that keep me going on..pressing in..loving you even more..
i guess my birthday wish every year would be you getting out of debt till ur out of it.i really wish that you could be happier in everything that you do(:

well...went ikea,courts and giant last weekend..was quite a fun trip..but waited for the shuttle bus for damn bloody long!ZZZZZzzzzzz... but nevermind u were there for me..

never give up..im here for you