frustrations

when ure not feeling good.when ure stuck in life..when ur love ones really couldnt make it to be there for you when you needed them the most..and it feels suck...sigh..oh well...in this kind of situation the only thing is to go shopping..i really wish i could...but circumstances dun allow me to do so..imagine that i have stop buying clothes for more den 3 months...i think some of you might think that im kidding you..but its true luh..humph...no way i can do that to vent my frustrations for now....and my mum keeps thinking that my boyfriend is a money god that can provide me with whatever i wanna....at first i tot that she's jus kidding but after awhile i realised that she mean it.faint..sad right.i have never felt so empty in life before....
but thank God that before sch starts i have a temp assignment for F1 at the airport..so at least its not so bad.

i thanks God for every single day i have...every meal..every little thing...
i really hope that things will get better soon.