sentosa trip(:

bestfriend(:

sooo cute(:

mummy's fav

best mum(: I LOVE U(:

to be continue....................................

very overdue tioman pics at last(: but im not gonna post all

with love(:

nights out!!(:(:(:

just some random pics with my long lost gf(:

love u babe(:

its your love that never fail me.

i have a hope so sure
an anchor for my soul
my peace in the worst of times
i trust in God alone
let every voice declare it now
my God reigns
his love will never fail me
my god reigns he's ruling over all
all my life in every situation
i know ,my God is greater my God is over all
by faith i have believed and on this truth i stand
no power in life or death can take me from his hand
above all sickness above all fear
above every heartache here
in earth and heaven my god reigns
above all power above all thrones
the grestest love i've ever known
today and forever my god reign

my god reigns his love will never fail me
my god reigns he's ruling over all
in all my life in every situation i know,
my god is greater
my god is over all

Days that im really missing now.

you guys were part of my memories...

i miss those happening days..haha

thursdays

its a rainy day today.it was raining the whole morning..i guess its gonna rain the whole entire day today..i feel so sleepy and cold..i left my jacket on the sofa ): im freezing now!..the weeks are passing rather fast..i rem that i was blogging last thursday ard this time..and its another thursday again..im another step closer to your return..and i seriously cant wait!!!!!

guess im really turning gugu..i feel so proud of myself...im still alive after struggling for hundreds over days waiting for someone...thirty-seven days more to go...i think i can....is not good enough to only begin well but to be a good finisher and finish the entire long waiting process having the same feeling for that person is still the most impt thing..

thruout this period of time lots of things happen...and its mostly bad things...baby told me God wont have place you in such situation when he know that u cant overcome them..hmm..that make sense...besides pam..i always feel so much better after throwing out all my nonsense and troubles and share it with you...of cos not all the time i get to hear what i wanna hear...but atleast ure willing to be there mentally to know what's going on in my life.

though the waiting process is very painful..but if that person is worth the wait den i guess it doesnt matter how long it takes.everything takes two hands to clap..there's no point if one is willing and the other is not...

im content with what i have now.im really glad that i have u as my friend and lover..and i want it to last forever...always there for each other. The sincerity of someone you love always secure the uncertain heart

love always,
pearl

last min nights out(:

(: i love u pretty babe(:

last min meet up in town..shop for some Xmas stuff..i can feel the Christmas mood now..im so excited and looking forward to Christmas day!and of cos your return baby(:

im seriously very upset becos out of sudden i have two pimples growing on my face the feeling is yuck!i dun wan pimples.dear pimples pls stop growing on my pretty face or else u will make me ugly!!..i wanna pimples free skin!pls return me my super good complexion in the pass...

love love love(:

tuesday

current mood

:' (

u were my everything

dear

我會很愛你,一百個世紀..我的心永遠不變..你的快樂,難過我不會錯過..这是我给你的承諾.

沒人能代替你...

我會永遠陪着你我最愛最愛的你(:


love pearl

Dandelion's Promise

this song reminds me of you dear,very strong feeling of you.

hai

sian.. i very sian...

been hearing lots of negative things from people ard me..and also things thats going on in my own life.i duno why everything must always come together..i tot i wont be affected by all these things but i realised that its has been bothering me all these while...feelings that i duno how to put them into words.

insecurity.sigh..i hate being insecure

im sorry that im affecting you as well..anw.i have always love u ever since the day we were together till now.till forever will always be the same.

LOVE

this L.O.V.E song reminds me of u babe(: you and you weird actions+expressions!hahha
i wonder where's that video now..hahas

anyway..enjoy the night..very sweeet quality time always(:love u babe(:

friday(:

thursday

Im jus one step closer to my weekends..i really hope that november can end real quickly...just like a blink of my eyes...but it will never happen luh....zzzzzzzzzZz
haha..today's a so so day..i received a bouquet of red roses with a little card saying be happy and take good care..nameless.. i wonder who's that kind soul....

Aiya..been very bored lately..tired of everything..so sianzzzzzZZZZZZ..if i could i wanna go for a long hol and forget whatever things that has been bothering me now..and jus simply relax and have fun(: weeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

Elrond has been a sweet bf no worries peeps..whatever will happen will happen.if we're really meant for each other we will be..alright?no point discussing it all the time..its very childish.and please put urself in my shoes and understand my feelings right now!


love u baby
1700hours

sigh

sometimes i just feel very hard...and i just feel like letting go...........but i know very well i cant.
i have never ever yearn so much for a person in this lifetime...
miss you soo soo sooooooooo much..i wonder if u miss me that much too

anw..was browsing thru the web page of LV and gucci for fun ..to spend my time away...

i saw this very pretty LV bag!!nice right?hahahs

you'll always be my love baby(:

My love, till you are near
I long for your touch
you are the only one, with you I know
I’ll find love that I need Love for a lifetime
So please, please believe it’s true
Our love will see us through
For one heart shared by two
We’ll always stand, now and forever
Through the sun, and all through the rain
And for all time You’ll always be my love
So please, please believe it’s true
Our love will see us through
For one heart shared by two
We’ll always stand, now and forever
Through the sun, and all through the rain
For all time You’ll always be my love
Through the sun, and all through the rain
You’ll always be my love
All through the rain For all time
You’ll always be

you'll be my love

3rdNOV'08

A person full of love, outruns the other(:

Seriously i really can't wait for december 20th to come..was talking to a friend online just now..though i din say much about how much i miss him..but i just felt lighter now..like there's someone looking forward together to that date with me .. feels the same and gng thru the same thing as me.just like mental support for each other(:
i told her i stop counting down alrd cos the feeling suck..when the time jus passby so slowly....real slowly..okay!den u'll feel real sian..but i guess she has much more motivation den me..she's still counting down day after day...hhahs..declaring on her msn nick how much she misses him..and the day left to see him again..aww..so sweet huh..


sometimes love's jus simply amazing.

dear dun jeaslous kay?i still love u the same before you left (: jus that im lack of motivation..hahas...

(:

i dont wanna miss a smile
i dont wanna miss one kiss
i just wanna be right here with you, just like this
i just wanna hold you close, feel your heart so close to mine
and just wanna stay in this moment, for the rest of time...



i miss you baby

heartbreaks

oh my God she's a bitch a witch a devil..someone evil..i really hate her..why must i have a sister liddat..i can hardly talk to her..can say never..cos she doesnt reply..only know how to rebel aganist her own family memebers..i always try to talk to her but it always fail..im so very upset.everytime end up quarrelling..shouting..my heartaches so much...most of my friends have a sister to share their problems with..to do everything together..standing up for each other..but she's not willing... she rather hang out with her friends out there till late nights..do stupid things with them.she always blame us for the bad.always never come to know her own mistake..only know how to use people..

since young she dun have a close r/s with us..she was very rebellious..wanna do things in her own way.never wanna listen to us.always creating trouble in school and i have to clear up the mess for her.always never fail to see teacher or parents knocking at my classroom door to look for me.just because of her..and many parents often blame me for not being a good sister.never teach her well...in my heart..i really feel like telling them isit my prob that she's behaving liddat?i din teach her to be liddat.none of my business okay. i always end up in tears.im so young what can i do people often JUST PUT those blames on me.sigh

she often leave hm to stay at her friends place..and my parents have to go all over to look for her..sometimes if really need they got to make a police report..

her friends are never trustworthy.most of the time i can see lots of her friends walking away when she needed them..backstabbing her.. laughing at her.i really duno what SHIT her friends has given her that make her feels friends are always better den a sister at home..or her own family.

no one has ever praised me infront of her.they were so afraid of her.they'll often say that she's so pretty..and just comment rubbish comments on me..to make her happy..if they say something wrong..she would do nasty things to them..i was so hard broken..even though its not real.even relatives keep saying that im very fat during my younger days.family outings.cny..they will always have bad comments on me.without knowing that they are actually breaking my heart.always say that she's better den me.in terms of looks cos she's very small size at that time .during our younger days when we quarrel at home she will make nasty remarks like..fat pig.fat pig.so fat go and die.sometimes even do some unglam stuff.. she dun even respect me.

with this low self-esteem of mine..lost 30kgs during my 1month sch hols on my own.gave her a shock.

I guess god is good to me..she reap what she sow..when she was 14..her weight increase so much..really so much...but i have never mock at her.never say nasty comments at her.despite what she did to me in the pass.i always wanna give her the best..tell her whats the best..bt she always turn me down.people always mock at her but i always try to be there for her ..end up im the one who kena everything from her..she never understood my heart as a sister.and now out of sudden she's saying that so what ure prettier den me dress nicer den me..she torn my precious book and pushed me aside like some mad women...saying that i looked down on her..and blah blah blah...jus becos i ask her why is she wearing my top..and it looks very tight..she left the hse.. shouted across the corridor SHUT UP v.v loudly..i was so upset.

you din ask me what happen when was upset and i told u that i quarrel with my sis.u din ask a thing.

now even if my parents scold her she also wont give a damn.

sometimes in life there's not a need to be a nice person.afterall people wont understand. i really hate her.

happy halloween(:

HAPPY HALLOWEEN:)

Very tired today..i guess someone gonna visit me soon..
sigh...i very miss you luh..miss until gonna breakdown soon...

I

I WANT VICTORIA SECRET'S DRESSES!!!

SO PRETTY(:

(:sunshine

i guess im quite blessed to have people around me who cares so much about my life and stuff....always never fails to ask about me and takecare of me.jus like this morning my colleague actually cook breakfast for me luh...really couldnt believe it.im quite touched.cos no one accept my mum cook meals for me..aww...sometimes little little things that people do in life make a big difference.

i really thank God for each an every friendship that he placed in my life be it friends for life or friends for certain season...good or bad..

and most importantly i really wish that..the lover that he has placed in my life is going to be the one that i can always depend on and cling on to.. no matter what happen.

never let me go...............

Moody Tuesday

would you hold this hand of mine tightly and never ever let it go?no matter what happen?stay close with me?
haha..just a random thot...

Today is a freaking lazy day due to deepavali hol ystd ,woke up feeling tired,sleepy and lazy..and missing him real badly..Oh well,life still got to go on..no matter how terrible you feel.how much u miss someone..time will never wait for you..its finally the last week of October..im so looking forward to November..den December..dear will be back :)im really so looking forward to see you again to do every little thing together(: to hold on to you you you&only you no matter what happen..den its christmas:) the season that im always looking forward to every year..and den this bloody year will end!haha....and all the bad memories will also be left behind(:

YOU HAVE BECOME APART OF ME APART OF MY LIFE..A SWEET ADDICTION THAT I COULDNT RESIST..ITS YOUR LOVE THAT GIVES ME THE STRENGTH......I LOVE U
BABY:)


take my hand,take a breath
pull me close and take one step
keep your eyes locked to mine
and let the music be your guide
wont you promise me
now wont you promise me that you'll never forget
we'll keep dancing
to keep dancing
wherever we go next
its like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
its one in a million the chances of feelingthe way we do
and with every step together
we just keep on getting better
so can i have this dance can i have this dance
can i have this dance
take my hand i'll take the lead
and every turn will be safe with me
dont be afraid afraid to fall
you know i'll catch you thru it all
and you cant keep us apart
even a thousand miles cant keep us apart
cause my heart is wherever you are
its like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
its one in a million the chances of feeling the way we do
and with every step together
we just keep on getting better
so can i have this dance can i have this dance
can i have this dance
oh..no mountains too high enough oceans too wide
cause together or not our dance wont stop
let it rain let it pour
what we have is worth fighting for
you know i believe that we were meant to be
its like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
its one in a million the chances of feeling
the way we do and with every step together
we just keep on getting better
so can i have this dance

can i have this dance
can i have this dance

loves

random guguness..

loves

wasnt a good day..knee pain.sian...

sigh.

baby i miss u

this i swear -nick lachey

oh well its fridays again..one tiring week over again..was serving the net and i happen to come across this song.a very touching song.
very meaningful lyrics..i was not emotional..but i felt like crying when watching the video..i really wish we will last forever..


You're there by my side in every way
I know that you will not forsake me
I give you my life would not think twice
Your love is all I need believe me
I may not say it quite as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you till forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
And this I swear
I'm wondering how I ever get by
Without you in my life to guide me
Wherever I go the one thing that's true
Is everything I do I do for you
I may not say it half as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you till forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear
So whenever you get weary
Just reach out for me
I'll never let you down my love
And I will love you till forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
And I will love you till forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

that feeling of love(:

i love u baby so much.cant wait for u to return home.
i wanna hold ur hand till the very end..
thats my promise to u today
You can count on me for life..rain or shine,nice or handsome..cute or kawaii..fat or not fat..whatever it is
i love you baby and nothing you do can ever change my mind(:smooch


(:



i think we really look alike(: dont u think so?

I LOVE U(:

shit

now i know after being in there for so long..realised that everything was just an imagination dream of mine..being naive,thinking that there's really such nice people on earth..
shitty attitude of people..really bad example..