thursdays

its a rainy day today.it was raining the whole morning..i guess its gonna rain the whole entire day today..i feel so sleepy and cold..i left my jacket on the sofa ): im freezing now!..the weeks are passing rather fast..i rem that i was blogging last thursday ard this time..and its another thursday again..im another step closer to your return..and i seriously cant wait!!!!!

guess im really turning gugu..i feel so proud of myself...im still alive after struggling for hundreds over days waiting for someone...thirty-seven days more to go...i think i can....is not good enough to only begin well but to be a good finisher and finish the entire long waiting process having the same feeling for that person is still the most impt thing..

thruout this period of time lots of things happen...and its mostly bad things...baby told me God wont have place you in such situation when he know that u cant overcome them..hmm..that make sense...besides pam..i always feel so much better after throwing out all my nonsense and troubles and share it with you...of cos not all the time i get to hear what i wanna hear...but atleast ure willing to be there mentally to know what's going on in my life.

though the waiting process is very painful..but if that person is worth the wait den i guess it doesnt matter how long it takes.everything takes two hands to clap..there's no point if one is willing and the other is not...

im content with what i have now.im really glad that i have u as my friend and lover..and i want it to last forever...always there for each other. The sincerity of someone you love always secure the uncertain heart

love always,
pearl