updates

been so long i last blog...well pass two months was very busy...wedding and stuff that i don wish to metion anymore.

well, baby went Aus alrd...duration six weeks?sigh...kinda of bored actually...no reception.. counldnt contact at all..i wonder when then im able to hear from him again or at least a mail or something..thou this is a shorter trip but im real sian..cos i din manage to hear from him for quite a munber of days alrd..he left some responsibility with me before he left..there's some stuff that i need to ask him...hdb is coming out with another BTO tomorrow i dont wish to miss out this chance...but i cant contact him.....cant discuss with him..sian...and i really think that people are very selfish at times..they wont rem the good things that u did for them.being there when they're feeling lonely..but now when its your turn they dun really give a damn..dun bother to even ask much.husband ard den always stick to husband forget abt anyone else...often take the little one as excuse.having a kid doesnt mean that its the end lor.. doesnt mean that everything also cannot do..things would be much easier if u dont think until its so damn hard to do....i feel so damn cheated by you..im not gg to be so nice anymore.

baby i miss you..come back quick pls....