its friday

sigh..im really miss him loadsssss i wonder does he really miss me as much as i do..? or even more or abit lesser.....i really feel quite upset...i just wanna shout it all out i know that wouldnt really ease the pain of separation.. but how? i also cant do anything much...i feel that im jus a human being that dont have the energy and power to move...i feel so lazy..so mood swing..as the days goes by....without hearing from him at all...i wanna find things to do, go out and have fun and jus forget about him for one moment but i cant stop my mind from thinking about him for any moment of time..i have projects to do and also to revise for the coming test..but sigh..i jus felt that im quite useless.....like dont have my baby dont have his love cannot work LOL..i jus miss his embrace...and when he look at me and tell me that he loves me...aww..like so sweet right..oh well,i think im crazy alrd..miss him too much miss until my brain demage alrd..humph....

i feel real bad today..i dont know why i will say such things but i guess im jus missing him too much till i was like angry?with him?ha ha...i know im very funny...i text him saying that i dun wan you alrd..faint...i dk how will he react when he see that msg ...sigh......so bad of me): im really sorry..