sigh

was a damn tiring day today. when back panjang after lesson to move my furniture to my master bedroom and cleaning up.. its was really tough...kayse came to help..if not i think the three of us can die moving the heavy furniture liao. after that went steamboat at bugis. den now im home again..exhausted..jus finish bathing..hair damn wet....and i have nth better to do but blog.whenever im unhappy, feeling down i would jus wanna blog. i realised that my eyebags are getting worst OMG!...like since when? den i realised that i haven been sleeping well the pass nights.

my dearest

he finally call me the day before.. for less then 5 mins he hang the call.cos its 3 dol plus per min...

tues - another day without you....

sigh..no news of him..haven been hearing from him.

had business statistic class test today it totally suck.

waiting for someone u love is really tough

baby im so bored...

its friday

sigh..im really miss him loadsssss i wonder does he really miss me as much as i do..? or even more or abit lesser.....i really feel quite upset...i just wanna shout it all out i know that wouldnt really ease the pain of separation.. but how? i also cant do anything much...i feel that im jus a human being that dont have the energy and power to move...i feel so lazy..so mood swing..as the days goes by....without hearing from him at all...i wanna find things to do, go out and have fun and jus forget about him for one moment but i cant stop my mind from thinking about him for any moment of time..i have projects to do and also to revise for the coming test..but sigh..i jus felt that im quite useless.....like dont have my baby dont have his love cannot work LOL..i jus miss his embrace...and when he look at me and tell me that he loves me...aww..like so sweet right..oh well,i think im crazy alrd..miss him too much miss until my brain demage alrd..humph....

i feel real bad today..i dont know why i will say such things but i guess im jus missing him too much till i was like angry?with him?ha ha...i know im very funny...i text him saying that i dun wan you alrd..faint...i dk how will he react when he see that msg ...sigh......so bad of me): im really sorry..

updates

been so long i last blog...well pass two months was very busy...wedding and stuff that i don wish to metion anymore.

well, baby went Aus alrd...duration six weeks?sigh...kinda of bored actually...no reception.. counldnt contact at all..i wonder when then im able to hear from him again or at least a mail or something..thou this is a shorter trip but im real sian..cos i din manage to hear from him for quite a munber of days alrd..he left some responsibility with me before he left..there's some stuff that i need to ask him...hdb is coming out with another BTO tomorrow i dont wish to miss out this chance...but i cant contact him.....cant discuss with him..sian...and i really think that people are very selfish at times..they wont rem the good things that u did for them.being there when they're feeling lonely..but now when its your turn they dun really give a damn..dun bother to even ask much.husband ard den always stick to husband forget abt anyone else...often take the little one as excuse.having a kid doesnt mean that its the end lor.. doesnt mean that everything also cannot do..things would be much easier if u dont think until its so damn hard to do....i feel so damn cheated by you..im not gg to be so nice anymore.

baby i miss you..come back quick pls....