15 may 09

well..life is still the same for me..jus came back frm downtown east chalet last weekend..was fun(:
anw....lappy down desktop down everything down...zzzz...thats one of the reason why i stop blogging...im having a tough time forgetting the pass..feels like whatever he is doing now i... still feel like knowing..sigh..i really wish that i could really forget this bastard..but its like so damn hard..i know i let u down dear..bringing this kind of unpleasant memories into ours..i know its not fair to you..but im really trying to forget..and letting it go...one thing for sure is that i really love you..im glad that i found you..someone thats full of patient towards me..i know sometimes im abit hard to deal with...im sorry..sometimes is also because of my parents that why i always seem like i have no patient towards you....

i got very f***ed up by my sis today..she's a bitch luh thats what i can say.....my mum keep calling my sis a fat pig..becos she gain alot of weight..she was super duper mad..so she wrote a note and said stop calling me a fat pig..unless ure not my mum.stop insulting me and stuff liddat....i told my mum abt it and she said she's really a pig wad thats the fact..sigh..means she's gonna continue calling her that..this morning..while she was preparing to go out my mum frm the kitchen called her fat pig again..she got so pissed up till she open the door again and shouted back into my face and said stop calling me fat pig..i got very mad cos i never ever call anyone fat pig in my whole life..cos i know how it feels..so i went to open the door and ask her whats her prob and stuff and she jus scream back twice at me..i got really pissed..damned it..my prob ah?fucking bitch..

feels like i owe everyone luh..when the hell am i gonna be happy???????



pearl