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i was quite..but actually very upset..and disappointed...i really think that being honest to your partner is the most important thing too besides trust..i have been swallowing all the unhappiness the past weeks and i just felt that you are not speaking what u actaully think..im seriously very disappointed...i accidentally log into the wrong msn acc and this msn chat box pop out few weeks ago.it was the girl that i din like.she's his ex..she always call him up to ask for this and that..which im very annoyed..and he always tell me that i dun feel like talking to her just wanna put down the phone quick..but i dun see that its liddat..u guys talk on msn..im fine..but why must you tell her those not very nice things in your r/s?u din care about my feelings..im the stupid one that always talk good about you infront of my parents my bestest girlfriend..i tot that i wounldnt be hurt anymore..i really hate this kind of feelings..pls dun sweet talk about how good i am when u also use it on other girls ..i was totally wrong about you...

i waited for 4 bloody months for you....and.....sigh

please...tell me that you love me and you miss me when u really mean it..i seriously feel very disgusted..