): so upset

sigh..why everything ended up liddat...it became something that im afraid of doing..my mood just went swinging up and down...faint..i duno since when i became liddat.the feeling suck and so shitty.sigh.GOD.. HELP!! im in a situation that i duno how to overcome by myself despite encouragement from friends and love ones i still couldnt do it..i feel so er.....!!!!!