3feb09

im still in the process in getting use to the life im having now...in a weeks time i will be up in the air.i wonder how its gonna happen..feeling excited,yet nervous...so many things to look thru and remember..
dearie has been very busy too..with work ..duties after another..and many many more stuff..Feb is his busy month.. have lots of sailing out in the sea..meeting up is again so difficult..i duno when will i get use to the life im hving now.so difficult at times..when i miss him like hell.. in fact always,many times i will just cry..thruout my whole entire life i have never ever felt this way before..missing someone so much..thinking of him all day long..faint**** ha ha...i seriously cherish this sweetheart of mine..always giving me his fullest support be it mentally or physically..

dearie always try his very best to be there for me..giving his 101% in our relationship..waking up early just to send me to work.fetching me up and down to work and back home..not every guy can do this luh..and i really appreciate him for every single effort that he has given..i love you dear so much and i know u love me so so much too..
when i need someone to turn to.he will always be the 1st person that i can think of..always giving me his best advice.best encouragement....though sometimes he talk some kok but he's still my number one problem solver...someone to share anything and everything with.he will never force me to do things that i dun like..and the best thing is.. i can always be myself not someone else..
he will never add oxygen to fire..he's always the extinguisher fighting the fire and cool it with water..(: this is something that i really like about him...dearie may not be the most perfect guy in the world.but he's alrd very prefect to me...i may not be the most perfect girl with the best temper that he has ever met..but im really glad that i mean something to him..always loving me so much....

im really very thankful

i love u baby