(: lovelove

My new year resolution is you to be happier baby(:

i love you

CNY 09 day 1

dad and bro

with ah ma..

with mummy(:




and me taking pics never endingly...ha ha

its new year again..i start to feel bored eventually after so many years..ha ha

with love

pearl

24jan08

心動

sunday

it sunday again..zzzz got to work tml! baby's hving running nose and he is sleeping right now..i guess sleeping is his favourite hobby..but its a hobby that i can never pick up..i have lots to study..but things just couldnt get into my mind..stress..damn sian..hai..hven been to anywhere..always dk what to do and where to go..feels bored and sian at times..but again as long as he loves me and be with me..maybe thats enough already??...always wanna see people happy but..............
)':

不，完美

你常常說 我很完美沒人能取代 我給的一切我就以為 我努力更完美我們 就會永遠
完美並不美 我們多虛偽你讓我的好 變成一種罪完美並不美 當你愛了誰我的完美也只是 不完美
後來你說 我太完美值得更好的 陪在我身邊你不是我 你怎麼能體會你有 多麼珍貴
完美並不美 我們多虛偽你讓我的好 變成一種罪完美並不美 當你愛了誰我的完美也只是 不完美
完美並不美 我們多虛偽你讓我的好 變成一種罪完美並不美 當你愛了誰我的完美成了罪
完美並不美 我們多虛偽你讓我的好 變成一種罪完美並不美 當你愛了誰我的完美也只是 不完美

sigh

i feel bad if i dun understand..but again is not that im not understanding..i understand your feelings..i know ure sian.but im also sian too....alot of time when we're suppose to meet up..end up we cant..

anw.its sunday morning..i dk why i wake up so early...waking up haf disappointed..dk wad to do..its raining outside...so sian..and i have to go read up my notes for tml's test..stress!

i hope that the rest of today will get better..
i dun wanna be emo):

love pearl

batch 20

sigh

i feel so fucked up with myself..i dk why..

wad happens when i losen my bun up hair...hahas

pearlpearl(:

4/01/09

DIET PLAN STARTS NOW!WANA BE AS THIN AS POSSIBLE..

03012009

even since baby came back frm the super long sailing trip...feels like i cannot live without him..my emotions change so much luh..its super not healthy..like a child that cant live without their mum or dad for just one moment.but i cant always stick to him 24 /7 he has his own things to do also..i dont know how ..so sad.like someone that's so desperate for love..sobsob):
he is someone who's so sweet and caring always..he never fail to make me smile when things aint the way it should be..holding me in his arms telling me that he love me, never fails to melt my heart...looking into his eyes captivates my soul.....
after new year he might be leaving for another mission for 3 months.though i say im fine if he's going..but deep in my heart i feel so upset..like he come back only for awhile and he have to leave me again..gg back to the staring at the phone looking forward for him to call me and talk for only 10mins that kinds of life): i know by then i shld be flying alrd but sigh...i duno why i become so emotional..feels so shitty and gugu...

Deardear deardear deardear...............

painful

heartbroken): im so very sensitive about the topic of fat or skinny...i really dun wish to be so sensitive but i cant help it... why isit liddat? feels like im always so fat.no matter how much weight i lose...no matter how many meals i skip...im really very upset...no one will ever understand how i feel...sigh..

im fatty boom boom!

sentosa(: 31 dec08