im bored.

injured my knees due to a inconsiderate asshole that make me fell and run away!
couldnt walk properly now.the two knees are swelling like mountains!bruises all over!its super pain!this is the first time in my whole entire life that i fell so badly!that i have to just rest and not walk or stand for long.basically just to nua on my bed...no cold drinks no peanuts no orange no this no that...so frustrated!ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anw...was very bored at home so i went to dig out all the cards and pictures from the past years.. realised i miss them all..those encouragements,friends that will always laugh and tear with me thru rain or shine are all gone..except pamela li..(:
looking back at my own life..its been all messed up.went back to attend church service the other day..the feelings was very different..lots of memories just began to flash back in my mind..there were very sweet and happy ones but there were also very bitter memories frustrating moments....

during worship this song impacted my heart.

amazing grace, how sweet the sound
that saved a wretch like me
i once was lost,but now im found
was blind but now i see

Twas grace that taught my heart to fear
and grace my fears relieved
how precious did that grace appear
the hour i first believed

My chains are gone
i've been set free
My God, my saviour
has ransomed me
and like a flood, his mercy reigns

Unending love
Amazing grace

The lord has promised good to me
His word my heart secures
He will shield and portion be
As long as life endures

My chains are gone
i've been set free
My God, my saviour
has ransomed me
and like a flood,his mercy reigns

Unending love
Amazing grace

The earth shall soon dissolve like snow
The sun forbear to shine
But God
who called me here below
will be forever mine
will be forever mine

i know i have lose out on alot after so much of tears,frustrations and unhappiness..
after all i've gain someone that really wanna love me(:


pearl(: