安静了

只剩下鋼琴陪我站在這裡夢
想中 屬于我們的婚禮
卻成了 單人結婚進行曲
在這場愛情角力的拔河裡
愛我還是愛你
你選择了自己

撒嬌的 可愛的迷人的
愛哭的照片裏 曾经的 都是你喜歡的
如今我還在原地
你卻走回你的記憶

你說我愛你太多
就快要把你淹沒
你害怕幸福
短暫一秒就崩落

分開是一種解脫
讓你好好的想過
我想要的那片天空
你是不是能夠給我

你說我給你太多
卻不能給我什麼
分不清激情承諾永恆或迷惑
愛情是一道傷口
我們各自苦痛
沉默是我最後溫柔
是因為我太愛你

(:

(:

sometimes...i realised that all human beings are funny creatures..with weird characters,funny mentality..cute attitudes..but each one unique in their own way(:

I LOVE U SWEETHEART(:

argh........

though its friday..bt its not a good day.my neck pain got worst and now my shoulders are aching too..flu and cough came to visit too..why's my body so weak..i wan divine health..i dun wanna fall sick so easily!!it so frustrating..tired tired tired!!

before i fall in love

this song has been playing in my heart this few days..i wonder why..
please give me a reason to believe say ure the one that will always be..

memories that will last forever ever(:

love love..

i love to see u in dresses too babe!

thanks love for the wonderful night (:

time just pass so fast when youre with me!

more dates babe(:haha!!

love u hon.(:

would you be there?

If I were blue
would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's okay
Would you stand by me
let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time

If I feel good
would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me
would you run with me
And never look back

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away
Would you be there

if i am awaywould you stil think of me
and wish that you could hold me now, (hold me now)
and would you die for me
would you run with me
all the way

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away
would u be there

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away
would u be there..for me?

Dancing Queen young and sweet only seventeen(:

im loving it(:
pearl

TGIF

thank god its friday again!!been a tiring week..(:finally i can sleep till late morning..wahah!!and of cos i wanna go out for a walk after staying at home for 2 weekends.though my knees still hurts..but its so boring and it just make me think too much..(:

love

Been 20 days..never see you for 3weeks alrd..and im still counting and holding on(:
90more days exactly 3 more months..

i'll see u in 3 months time sweetheart.love you(:
smooches

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die..No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Elrond don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave boy
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart boy
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Dear, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back boy
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder
I know that, you'll be right back, boy
Ooooh,baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Dear, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby

You'll always be a part of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Dear, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my sweetest baby(:

frustration

feeling frustrated lately...i duno why..leg pain.,tummy pain, neck pain..always having bloated stomach and the feelings isnt good luh..realised that my left kneecap were still swelling and its bigger den the other ..the feeling when u touch it is like one flat and the other pregnant..haha..so sian luh..i sounded like a young old women..so xi ku!from young till now i hate visiting the doctors and eating medicine.....): uneasy to the maximum!!!!!!!!

hmm..recently my company is hiring ....they interviewed a number of candidates..finally i saw a few younger and better looking ones and of cos some older,nerd serious looking ones.hoping that this time round they would hire the younger and better looking people.so that i wouldnt always be the youngest in the company. i love looking at pretty people.but i was so disappointed that they hire old,nerd and serious looking people again ..so sian lor............

pearl

!

im freaking tired today!!!lots of work to do..this means what?the company is making big bucks!so many phone calls until i cant even take a break.and the worst thing is the people inside were also very busy so they din pick up the calls!they got frustrated i got irritated!so i told my colleague..she said ask the customers to complain!?????and she said this is what she always do last time..cos its their job to ans the calls.but i din do it luh..haha..the whole day was so busy busy!!cant even sit down..once i sit down i got to stand up again.my poor knees..sobsob

got to rest early tonight(:hmm..recently been dreaming nightmares..its all very scary and its so real..and when i wanna know the ending its time to wake up..its so so so scary and i always end up so tired in the morning..sigh...been so long since i last dream..hmmm..i wonder y..


pearl

strawberries(:

strawberries i love(:

im trying not to be emotional alrd!!!
what else can i do?

someone stuff me with things to do and occupy my time plss??
dun wanna feel so love sick.

having a hard time getting to work today raining some more....when it rains my knees gets even more painful..standing,walking and sitting during work to pass documents is so so inconvenient and tiring...im like a old women now!

pearl

misses misses misses!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss you holding my hands
and i miss holding yours

i miss your warm and cosy hugs
and i miss hugging you

i miss your sweet and cheerful smile
feeling diff w/o u,no more sparks when i smile

i miss you saying i love u dear
and i miss saying i love u to u dear

i miss whining to you
and i miss u comforting me

i miss your singing
and i miss singing with u

i miss your sms
and i miss smsing u

i miss you calling
and i miss seeing your picture flashing on my fone when it rings

i miss msning with you
i dun see u online so i dun go online often now

i miss webcaming with you
and i miss those days that u webcam me when ure away

i miss taking pictures with you
now i can only look at them

i miss helping u to fill your nails
now i only can fill my own

i miss helping you to tear your parking coupons
now i can only miss

i miss having all my three meals with you
and i miss you asking me to eat more

i miss all your care and concerns
really so much dear,bt only thru emails or a short phone call nw

i miss laying on your shoulders
and i miss u laying on mine

i miss you calling my name
and i miss calling urs

i miss having fun with you
now i only can recall them

i miss helping you with your stuff
really miss being ur extra hand

i miss going wash car with you
its always so fun

i miss having u near
all the time dear and telling u stuff and hearing you out

i miss popeyeing with u
and i miss our airport trips

i miss going lao di fang with u
miss hugging u thruout movies

i miss travelling with u
and i miss being there with you to wherever u go

i miss all the sweetest moments with you
even the lowest point of your life i want to stick with you
thru thick or thin.

i miss spending each and every moment of my life with u
and im alrd missing it so much,i cant help to breakdown at times

basically i just miss everything about you dear..
u're a gift that came into my life so unexpectedly and i'll never let u go

its so hard to hear from you now.waiting for your call day and night
feel so sad if i dun get to hear from you):
im trying to be strong but im a women after all...
just feel so different without you near dear):


Dear,
i love u

):

16th day-misses

i love u baby.
misses u day and night
95 more days to see u!
i duno how.. but by hook or by crook im still gonna survive till that day.
sigh...really really misses u so much.i wonder hows the feeling like over at the another country.
stay home the whole day today,alone):couldnt walk properly so slack at home the whole day..boring!!!!!!!!!!!boring,boring!!!!!!!!wanna recover soon so that i can go out and have fun again!

anw,HAPPY MID AUTUMN DEAR(:
loves,
pearl

你不在

当世界只剩下这床头灯
你那边是早晨已经出门
我侧身感到你在转身
无数陌生人正在等下一个绿灯
一再错身彼此脆弱的时分
如果渴望一个吻的余温
我关了灯黑暗把我拼吞
你不在当我最需要爱你却不在
无尽等待像独白般难挨
你不在高兴还是悲哀你都不在
我受了伤在偷偷好起来
但你不在不在
时间再按下许多次快门
沉默里听见转动的秒针
一个人吃饭这个凌晨
孤单一人份
你低声说你有别人
我的话筒只有自己的体温
怎样认真也不一定成真
你说的对我不得不承认
你不在当我最需要爱你却不在
无尽等待像独白的难挨
你不在高兴还是悲哀你都不在
我受了伤再偷偷好起来但你不在
那些摇摆我都明白都明白
但你不在爱已不在不在
你不在当我最需要爱
你却不在一个人分饰两角的恋爱
你不在高兴还是悲哀你都不在
像空气般不存在的存
在再没有痕迹的爱你不在
当我需要你的爱你不在

im bored.

injured my knees due to a inconsiderate asshole that make me fell and run away!
couldnt walk properly now.the two knees are swelling like mountains!bruises all over!its super pain!this is the first time in my whole entire life that i fell so badly!that i have to just rest and not walk or stand for long.basically just to nua on my bed...no cold drinks no peanuts no orange no this no that...so frustrated!ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anw...was very bored at home so i went to dig out all the cards and pictures from the past years.. realised i miss them all..those encouragements,friends that will always laugh and tear with me thru rain or shine are all gone..except pamela li..(:
looking back at my own life..its been all messed up.went back to attend church service the other day..the feelings was very different..lots of memories just began to flash back in my mind..there were very sweet and happy ones but there were also very bitter memories frustrating moments....

during worship this song impacted my heart.

amazing grace, how sweet the sound
that saved a wretch like me
i once was lost,but now im found
was blind but now i see

Twas grace that taught my heart to fear
and grace my fears relieved
how precious did that grace appear
the hour i first believed

My chains are gone
i've been set free
My God, my saviour
has ransomed me
and like a flood, his mercy reigns

Unending love
Amazing grace

The lord has promised good to me
His word my heart secures
He will shield and portion be
As long as life endures

My chains are gone
i've been set free
My God, my saviour
has ransomed me
and like a flood,his mercy reigns

Unending love
Amazing grace

The earth shall soon dissolve like snow
The sun forbear to shine
But God
who called me here below
will be forever mine
will be forever mine

i know i have lose out on alot after so much of tears,frustrations and unhappiness..
after all i've gain someone that really wanna love me(:


pearl(:

):

I MISS MY SUPER BOYFRIEND):
feel so hard to breath sometimes without you.sigh..
this kind of feeling really suck!

(:

happiness,love,joy,hope and peace..
i wanna them all in my life(:

came across this asshole guy that wanna promote his products to me on my way back home at habourfront mrt station...which i hate the most...i kept walking and and he kept talking..wahha!!bt i din even know what he's trying to say..when i was about to escape he ask me a qn can i have ur hp number?.....dot dot dot..i walked away without answering him and he shouted and said i look quite handsome right?..........dot dot dot...never ever come across such a BHB salesman!

(:hahaha!

...

people only care for themselves...
what they think and feel.
and just make nasty remarks of you.
all selfish people in this world.

tired monday!

tired monday!
after coming home from work with warm greetings frm 2 little cute darlings..feeling so sweet and happy(:the whole day of tiredness seem to jus disappear(:

only if u were around dear..i will be even happier(:

loves pearl(:

in this life

For all I've been blessed with in this life
There was an emptiness in me
I was imprisoned by the power of gold
With one honest touch you set me free

Let the world stop turning
Let the sun stop burning
Let them tell me love's not worth going through
If it all falls apart
I will know deep in my heart
The only dream that mattered had come true

In this life, I was loved by you

For every mountain I have climbed
And ever raging river crossed
You were the treasure that I longed to find Without you love
I would be lost

(:

every little thing you do

Hello, let me know if you hear me
Hello, if you want to be near
Let me know
And I'll never let you go
Hey love
When you ask what I feel,
I say love
When you ask how I know
I say trust
And if that's not enough
It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you

It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do
Don't ask why
Let's just feel what we feel'
Cause sometimes
It's the secret that keeps it alive
But if you need a reason why

Is it your smile or your laugh or your heart?
Does it really matter why I love you?
Anywhere there's a crowd, you stand out
Can't you see why they can't ignore you
If you wanna know
Why I can't let go
Let me explain to you
That every little dream comes true
With every little thing you do


It's everything, everything you do
That makes me fall in love with you
It's everything, everything you say
That makes me feel this way

(:pearl

random

im bored!



my love always for u dear(:

(:

pearlyn(:

love,

pearl(:

..

and i miss u dear.

(:

the first time i smile and laugh so much after dear left.met up with pammy after work at tampines..went walking about..went to pinc.pam did pedicure and i did manicure.suddenly all the memories began to play..of many times we did mani and pedi together there.in good times or in bad times.for big day or jus for fun..the deepest impression was last year christmas.when i had ferrero rocher nails and she had sweet candy nails..haha.(:i wanna do it again this year babe!i guess tampines was a place where we left lots of memories at...singing me birthday song at 12am at starbucks the first to wish me happy birthday(:..chilling out till late night..movies.shopping..meeting up for church and cell group.. always together together(:

after mani pedi we went five star to book our tickets to berjaya tioman island..but still waiting for the hotel confirmation.pam and i were very excited..2 bestie gonna travel together (:so this pam went to list down all the things that we need to bring and it turn out to be quite a long list!ah ha...
talking and talking about lots of stuff...life,friendships,r/s...and craps too!went back hm at ard 1130 after chilling out at our fav place...

hey girl really thank u for standing in the gap for me all this while.offering ur pair of listening ear.standing by me,encouraging me,supporting me.i guess this is what a true friend is all about(:i love u babe(:i treasure this frenship lots.even when the day that u leave to Australia we will still have to keep in close contact ya?

love(:

i love u baby

feels like a dumbo..after playing the CD that dear gave over and over again...i den realised that there's actually another video record by sweetheart.tears just kept flowing down my cheeks after watching that video clip.
dear,if ure reading my blog now...i just wana tell u that i'm alrd missing u very badly..this u shld know..no one have ever make me smile as much as u do,touch my heart as much as u do..tell me that they love me as much as u do.every time when i see u i just cant help to say i love u.your heart is always so sincere and filled with warmth overflowing love.

no matter how tough things or situations may be,always rem that i'll always love u..ure never alone okay?
im here waiting...u will come back for sure and we will continue our love journey till the very end of time kay?

(:loves

misses - number 6th day

Miss u super badly baby...
feeling so incomplete without you.u really mean everything to pearl.
miss u holding my hands and your hugs.always filled with warmth and love. far away in distance and time but yet you have never stop showing your care and concerns thru your emails and phone calls...sweetest darling i love u(:

smoochsmooch(:

Pearl

baby love :)

smooch(:

feeling so tired after a day at work..dazing all the way during the trip back home..station after station passed...she's still in her dream world dreaming of her prince charming dearie at the other side of the earth.suddenly her phone vibrate..she took out and see..unknown number..wonder who will call her at this time..she picked up..then the person said hello dear..OO!! pearl's so happy its her long await call frm her darling(: so so so HAPPY!MISS U DEAR!
chatted for awhile then he got to hang up alrd.due to limit of time.sigh.nvm shall wait for him to call me again!u mean alot to me baby(:pls takecare..i love u.

love u sweetest dear(:
smooch