insecure..afraid of being hurt once more....sigh.why?i seriously hate this feeling.........


Feeling super bored now..gonna knock off soon to meet up with ganbee..haha
time files and now is alrd mid of august...baby's gonna leave to iraq..Pearl is so so so so sad.. not being able to see him for 3 months..gonna be so far apart from each other for 114 days.. not sure how am i gonna survive thru this 3 months, without him ard me.bt i know i can.(:
im jus gonna wait till the day that i can finally be back in his arms again..
he was one of them whom was there when pearl was at the lowest point of her life. lost and duno what to do.tho he was not physically ard her bt he was mentally there for her. making her smile and make things happen for her..words of thankfulness that she cant express. really thank god for him din know that we can come so far....bt now ure leaving..
pearl's gonna be superduper sad): perharps..its jus our fate to be separated..the test of our love(:
bt pearl know that the love we share its gonna be so strong.unbreakable in distance(:
thinking of you whenever she can jus simply put a silly smile on her face(:
pearl jus simply love euuu!so special and unique..no matter where u are wad ure doing.ure always on her mind..



ure her sweetest addiction.someone who is so different.

with lots of love(:
pearl
6pm thinking of u still