YIPPIE!!dear replied pearl's email!so happy!really happy!love u love u sweetest boy(:
dearest darling.smoochsmooch!
(:loves
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Saturday, August 30, 2008
我舍不得
day before he leave
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i love u baby,always always.29082008,friday.before baby leaves.took leave to company him the whole day.did lots of stuff together with him..went to collect rental fee from dear's tender,settle his credit card stuff in town,cut his hair then night time to his grandma place for dinner(:yumyum!after that went to get cable for his dvd player...den to his 3rd aunt place...blahblahblah....
8pm went pasar malam to walk walk...after that went to watch ke tai..reach home at about 10pm,help dear to pack his bag...so sad..sigh..watch the CD that he gave while he went to shower..dear so sweet captured all our love memories in it..tears just kept falling and falling down her cheeks...
how she wish that he can just stay by her side and don ever leave her...
The day that baby is sailing off to iraq has finally arrived.woke up at 6am get dress den dear drive down to changi base..lots of people..went to onboard rss resolution the ship that's gonna company him for the next 4 months.took some pictures..bt its with him..ceremony begins at ard 9am follow by the reception..after the ceremony dear say he wasnt feeling well..sigh,worried!dear looked so sad..feeling superduper she bu de.deardear cry..sobsob.pearl couldnt take it anymore tears kept falling the moment he gave her a last hug before he sail off..
At the deck of the ship waving goodbye to her..flying a kiss for above...make her feel even more she bu de.heart so pain.never felt this way before.hope that ure feeling much better now.
i love u dear
i know you love me and i love you too.thank you for everything sweetheart.
come back quick
im here waiting ..waiting for you.
我爱你
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
tot that relationship is just between two person..but i duno why people jus like to interfer.people just like to anyhow asumed things the way they wanna..saying all kinds of things about you.saying that u have change into another person that they dun even know.why are u like this and like that.u become lazy to explain.the thing is do i have a choice?someone just make a decision to let go of everything not thinking for the other party and what he had done to that person.jus let go and expect things to fall in place the way he wanna..now she jus wanna to take back some stuff that belongs to her..its so hard.and even if she take it back..some people will just think that she's a bad person she's evil..wanna hurt others feelings..thinking that she's only concern about all her feelings and hurts.but if she dun be selfish and think for herself now who will?everything in this world is always not fair..bad things always happen to good people and the bad people will always get the good things and the world will just stand by them.so shitty!
act as if they are so poorthing and wanna people to pity them.she seriously hate this person and she wouldnt wan to have anything to do with him anymore.because this person had been talking cock...saying things to make people feel that he's a great person but actually a person that speak so loud in his words but doing nth in his action.talking so big..but doing shitty things..
he say that he's hurt because she have change so much..u dun have to be feeling sad or hurt luh.u dun worth someone like her.u dun worth the love that she have given all this while.ure a love sucker but not a giver.the hurts that u hv placed in her life is enough for her to rem for the rest of her life.so stop thinking that he have treated her very well all this while its all rubbish!
pearl is still the same old pearl that loves to love people that still care enough for people who is worth her care and concerns..asshole pls get lost.
learned a good lesson that not everyone that goes to church is purify and ready to give.
she's not gonna care anymore..its her life...her own happiness.
pearl
act as if they are so poorthing and wanna people to pity them.she seriously hate this person and she wouldnt wan to have anything to do with him anymore.because this person had been talking cock...saying things to make people feel that he's a great person but actually a person that speak so loud in his words but doing nth in his action.talking so big..but doing shitty things..
he say that he's hurt because she have change so much..u dun have to be feeling sad or hurt luh.u dun worth someone like her.u dun worth the love that she have given all this while.ure a love sucker but not a giver.the hurts that u hv placed in her life is enough for her to rem for the rest of her life.so stop thinking that he have treated her very well all this while its all rubbish!
pearl is still the same old pearl that loves to love people that still care enough for people who is worth her care and concerns..asshole pls get lost.
learned a good lesson that not everyone that goes to church is purify and ready to give.
she's not gonna care anymore..its her life...her own happiness.
pearl
(:loves
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genting trip(:our 3D2N trip started at ard 5am in the morning...baby is so great able to drive nearly 4 hours into genting(:pearl's is not bad too!company him all the way till we reach our destination(:
its always so great to spend time with your love ones..the feeling is always so good(:
gonna travel more often together ya(:
love u baby(:
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
wasn't feeling well ystd and mummy din cook my dinner cos i din inform her...and so baby came down to look for me with porridge in his hands.despite of feeling tired and all he came all the way down to my place just to make sure that she have something to eat for dinner.feeling so touched by his actions,no one had ever done that (: sobsob.
feeling unwell yet still wanna travel with him to get stuff that he needed for his projects.hehe.feels great when he's by pearl's side.bought his favourite liang cha for her.but it tasted very much different from the normal ones..its so bitter!!!!..the most bitter liang cha that i have ever tasted.went back home to add honey to finish it..taste so much better then before....
thanks baby for being there.dun like the feeling of counting down to ur dear ones to leave u..but still u have no choice.....exactly 10 more days......sigh
feeling unwell yet still wanna travel with him to get stuff that he needed for his projects.hehe.feels great when he's by pearl's side.bought his favourite liang cha for her.but it tasted very much different from the normal ones..its so bitter!!!!..the most bitter liang cha that i have ever tasted.went back home to add honey to finish it..taste so much better then before....
thanks baby for being there.dun like the feeling of counting down to ur dear ones to leave u..but still u have no choice.....exactly 10 more days......sigh
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Monday, August 18, 2008
happy day
Pearl's super excited today.cos baby came to fetch her to work and had breakfast with her..making the effort to wake up so early in the morning despite expensive ERPS he still came all the way to fetch her to work!pearl know that u din sleep well lastnite due to some stuff...and so on..feels heart pain when she don see a smile on his pretty face.sigh..
reached office at about 8, went down for breakfast den went to gurdian to buy distilled water with him for his project..walked back to office,while waiting for the stationery shop to open baby went to get fruits(:blablablah...after seeing baby's not so many smile face..pearl decided to pass him the book that she made for him to company him while he is in iraq..earlier.. to make him happy cos she cant stand seeing him upset.feels terrible in the inside of her..
glad that he feels much better after looking at the book..thanks for being such a sweet boy sweetheart.u deserve the things that u have.and i'll never stop showering love on u.smooch(:whatever it may be..heartbreaking moments or failure,good or bad...i wanna be there..and be that someone who is different from anyone else.
sometimes is jus a little step more to make someone's day better and happier.
more suprises to come(:
I love u baby.
reached office at about 8, went down for breakfast den went to gurdian to buy distilled water with him for his project..walked back to office,while waiting for the stationery shop to open baby went to get fruits(:blablablah...after seeing baby's not so many smile face..pearl decided to pass him the book that she made for him to company him while he is in iraq..earlier.. to make him happy cos she cant stand seeing him upset.feels terrible in the inside of her..
glad that he feels much better after looking at the book..thanks for being such a sweet boy sweetheart.u deserve the things that u have.and i'll never stop showering love on u.smooch(:whatever it may be..heartbreaking moments or failure,good or bad...i wanna be there..and be that someone who is different from anyone else.
sometimes is jus a little step more to make someone's day better and happier.
more suprises to come(:
I love u baby.
Friday, August 15, 2008
I was so in love with you
There was nothing I could do
Wouldn't give me the time of day
Now you wanna be with me
You say you wanna be with me
You said I was the best
Gave your love out the rest
There was nothing I could say
It's going good for me
You say you wanna be with me
Now
Yeah you're telling me that
I am were it's at
But I ain't having none of that....
Because I told you, you would look to regret it,
and now I don't wanna make you feel bad,
But when it comes to me just forget it,
I'll be the best you never had,
You put me through so many emotions,
Now baby it's your turn for that,
cause in your empty heart I left a mark,
The best you never had.
No, No, No
You saw me as a friend,
Baby I don't want revenge,
But if you must know the truth,
What you didn't see in me
Reflects what you will never be now,
when you're telling me I was always the one,
I feel your desperation.
Back rubs, good love, my stuff
That's what you missed out on
My touch show much we could have
You miss,
My kiss,
My lips,
The love I had for you
Our song, so long
Well I will always be the best you never had
The best you never had
There was nothing I could do
Wouldn't give me the time of day
Now you wanna be with me
You say you wanna be with me
You said I was the best
Gave your love out the rest
There was nothing I could say
It's going good for me
You say you wanna be with me
Now
Yeah you're telling me that
I am were it's at
But I ain't having none of that....
Because I told you, you would look to regret it,
and now I don't wanna make you feel bad,
But when it comes to me just forget it,
I'll be the best you never had,
You put me through so many emotions,
Now baby it's your turn for that,
cause in your empty heart I left a mark,
The best you never had.
No, No, No
You saw me as a friend,
Baby I don't want revenge,
But if you must know the truth,
What you didn't see in me
Reflects what you will never be now,
when you're telling me I was always the one,
I feel your desperation.
Back rubs, good love, my stuff
That's what you missed out on
My touch show much we could have
You miss,
My kiss,
My lips,
The love I had for you
Our song, so long
Well I will always be the best you never had
The best you never had
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
insecure..afraid of being hurt once more....sigh.why?i seriously hate this feeling.........
Feeling super bored now..gonna knock off soon to meet up with ganbee..haha
time files and now is alrd mid of august...baby's gonna leave to iraq..Pearl is so so so so sad.. not being able to see him for 3 months..gonna be so far apart from each other for 114 days.. not sure how am i gonna survive thru this 3 months, without him ard me.bt i know i can.(:
im jus gonna wait till the day that i can finally be back in his arms again..
he was one of them whom was there when pearl was at the lowest point of her life. lost and duno what to do.tho he was not physically ard her bt he was mentally there for her. making her smile and make things happen for her..words of thankfulness that she cant express. really thank god for him din know that we can come so far....bt now ure leaving..
pearl's gonna be superduper sad): perharps..its jus our fate to be separated..the test of our love(:
bt pearl know that the love we share its gonna be so strong.unbreakable in distance(:
thinking of you whenever she can jus simply put a silly smile on her face(:
pearl jus simply love euuu!so special and unique..no matter where u are wad ure doing.ure always on her mind..
ure her sweetest addiction.someone who is so different.
with lots of love(:
pearl
6pm thinking of u still
Feeling super bored now..gonna knock off soon to meet up with ganbee..haha
time files and now is alrd mid of august...baby's gonna leave to iraq..Pearl is so so so so sad.. not being able to see him for 3 months..gonna be so far apart from each other for 114 days.. not sure how am i gonna survive thru this 3 months, without him ard me.bt i know i can.(:
im jus gonna wait till the day that i can finally be back in his arms again..
he was one of them whom was there when pearl was at the lowest point of her life. lost and duno what to do.tho he was not physically ard her bt he was mentally there for her. making her smile and make things happen for her..words of thankfulness that she cant express. really thank god for him din know that we can come so far....bt now ure leaving..
pearl's gonna be superduper sad): perharps..its jus our fate to be separated..the test of our love(:
bt pearl know that the love we share its gonna be so strong.unbreakable in distance(:
thinking of you whenever she can jus simply put a silly smile on her face(:
pearl jus simply love euuu!so special and unique..no matter where u are wad ure doing.ure always on her mind..
ure her sweetest addiction.someone who is so different.
with lots of love(:
pearl
6pm thinking of u still
Friday, August 8, 2008
sometimes pearl wish tt she can be selfish and just want the person tt she loves the most to stick with her whenever they can.which sounds impossible and she know that she cant be so selfish.....
Anw, phuket was fun..spending time with your love ones is always so great(: wish that there will be more trips coming(:
when out with pammy darling ystd...we met up at orchard..went dinner den to kinokuniya to shop for books cos she wanted to use up her voucher..this silly girl wanted to buy the whole bookstore..she's a bookworm she loves reading...after that we went to cotton on..our favourite(: we bought one cardigan each and she got herself a grey scarf.. this sweet girl got me a dress too(:love u babe(:
after shopping we realised that it was alrd 9+..all the shops are alrd closing so went to starbucks to chill out..
was a super crazy outing together..always had fun with her..talking shitty stuff, being stupid...after all just being ourselves..enjoying each other company..(: 10+ raining heavily...elrond sweet came to pick us up..pammy was so excited abt elrond(:haha..wanting to get to know him...and so they started talking on the way back..'serious talk'haha...guess they had fun talking(:
finally reached home...goodbye babe(:...
was so happy to see elrond sweet ystd....still couldnt stop laughing abt ystd's conversation with pammy..was so funny..how i wish that ure my sister..(: anw..i guess if ure my sis den i think we wont have tt kind of closeness like now..
memories keep in pearl's heart always
loves
11am
Anw, phuket was fun..spending time with your love ones is always so great(: wish that there will be more trips coming(:
when out with pammy darling ystd...we met up at orchard..went dinner den to kinokuniya to shop for books cos she wanted to use up her voucher..this silly girl wanted to buy the whole bookstore..she's a bookworm she loves reading...after that we went to cotton on..our favourite(: we bought one cardigan each and she got herself a grey scarf.. this sweet girl got me a dress too(:love u babe(:
after shopping we realised that it was alrd 9+..all the shops are alrd closing so went to starbucks to chill out..
was a super crazy outing together..always had fun with her..talking shitty stuff, being stupid...after all just being ourselves..enjoying each other company..(: 10+ raining heavily...elrond sweet came to pick us up..pammy was so excited abt elrond(:haha..wanting to get to know him...and so they started talking on the way back..'serious talk'haha...guess they had fun talking(:
finally reached home...goodbye babe(:...
was so happy to see elrond sweet ystd....still couldnt stop laughing abt ystd's conversation with pammy..was so funny..how i wish that ure my sister..(: anw..i guess if ure my sis den i think we wont have tt kind of closeness like now..
memories keep in pearl's heart always
loves
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