lalalala

looking back..have been 2 months since we part...u left a great impact in her life..Pearl will never forget that day..
she's gonna pick herself up again..and move on in life..her life without u wont be that bad too....*no more rubbish talking again from u*bt she cant promise that she wont have any hatred or bitter feelings towards u...u can never understand that kind of feelings....Pearl hope that u can pick yourself up from where u fell..wishes u all the best..

some people in the office just dunno when to talk more and when to just shut up.. its so irritating..living ard with this kind of people..sometimes you just feel like slapping that person..but u cant.....sigh

man..missing her gfs soo sooOO much..haven been spending much time with them..feel so bad,but
pearl still love all of u (:


loves pearl
11am

Happy HAPPY!!!

Feeling happy,Pearl enjoyed begin herself after going thru so much in her life...to jus think for herself more,to do what she loves without restrictions....feeling so so content..

Saturday was company's D&D, Pearl really enjoyed that day..the fun,laughter made her realised that without that person in her life she actually could be happier(:

thank you knight for begin there (:u made her day!the sweetest guy that pearl have ever met so far..so gentlemanly,sincere&cheerful...knowing how to express himself the right way,at the right time... always never fail to made her smile(: every time when he looked into her eyes its always with a smile......that smile brightens up her day..Pearl's really grateful to have this friend in her life,u showed her that there's still hope....

love

Pearl

240608 1140am

(:love

Gonna flush away all the unhappy memories that was left behind..Pearl wanna be happy(:

I LOVE MYSELF..

160608

1130pm

if only i can turn back time.i would want to go back to the very first time i met you.And also back to those moment that i felt so loved by you(:


iloveyoustill.

pearl
100608
6.00pm

why?

Pearl feels empty...that hollow feeling just doesn't seem to go away

当时怎么爱上你的
朋友说的我微笑听着
爱情的剧本原来就没规则
现在变不重要了
结局已揭晓了
后来当朋友
你我也只是顺手
殉难着好演员的我
说不遗憾是骗人的
那些爱与不爱
还在颤栗着
我明白只是谁来导演呢
勇敢是你教的
眼泪是我的快乐都假的
我想找个答案
如果爱被出卖
到最后非卖品有什么剩下
太好强又太傻
受了伤当残币留下
保重的坚强
笑得那么自然
悲伤也放进橱窗
爱没有答
再倔强再不分
到最后被看穿
一个人逞强
说不恨是骗人
我不再隐瞒爱的伤痕
不想转过身不必回头地承认
非卖品是爱最美的灵魂

pearl
080608
100pm

huh?

what if someone that u know all along..fell in love with you without you knowing?.........
pearl got a shock this week receiving a gift frm this person that she knew for a few years..she always treated that person like her brother..and he actually told her that he likes her....??????Pearl's like huh?like u know what are u talking about?kind of impossible...luh..im sorry.
hmm..this week is kinda of tiring..work and more work!feel so tired!sat..finally no work!went for family gathering..den movie after that..watched sex and the city with family..its a nice show(:
went home after that..tired again!....its sunday tml..and here goes Pearl's weekend..
half a year is almost gone..and what have u been doing Pearl?.............
feels like Pearl is still dreaming in her fairytale land...always thoughtthat everything will end happily ever after??




love pearl
070608
11.30pm

I really wanna hear you say

that you know just how it feels

To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see

Even though the moment's gone,

I'm still holding on somehow

Wishing

I could change the way

the world goes round....

.......................

pearl

6.00pm

050608

at last some happy moments(:

"mummy love her lots.."



"mummy i know ure still the best..
i love you.."



super model?

"hello sweetheart"

BOO!!sweet(:




pearl
misses
040608
10pm

"To that someone.if in anyway i have hurt you.im sorry."



lovepearl
030608
10.00am

pearlhatesbeginheartbroken....
010608
1.30pm

love hurts

never knew tt her life could become so bitter because of love.The first man whom Pearl love so much gave her hell on earth.nvr knew that you are so irresponsibe..throwing me to another person...and jus go away Pearl's so heartbroken. tearing and tearing.asking herself why?why?it must be so painful?always seeing her girlfriend tearing.. gone crazy for a guy.willing to do what that guy want and they suffer all alone..now she seriously understood how painful it was when u have to let someone who is so dear to u whom u love soO much but u just have to let them go.those good memories Pearl will always keep them inside her heart..always remebering those good times they had together...pearl u got to be strong.no matter what...move on gurl.it's not the end of everything.u still can be happy again.wakeup!!please...

iloveusomuchbutalsohateu..........thatmuch.
pearl
310508
2.40pm

I REALLY CAN'T HELP BUT TO HATE U.





pearl...

my friend

you brighten up her day.Thanks shan for that sweet little gift and card.pearl love them(:

thanks for begin there for me sweet..Really appreciate you much..love you gurl(:


"in life its really the sweet little things that counts"



love
pearl
250508
510pm

when will the man that i love stop my tears from falling...?

i never knew it was so hard....

pearl 240508 10pm

....

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择
就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)
..........................



我爱你.
Pearl 22052008 1043pm

Sigh...

movie,manicure anyone??..haha
For the past two days Pearl's eyes was really like goldfish eyes both her upper eyelids were swollen and puffy.have no idea what happen to them...sigh,feeling so disturb by it.Finally it became smaller today.. thank God!Pearl's Company D&D is coming..looking for a partner to join her on curise for one night..sigh..but who???or else she got to partner a UNCLE???who have been asking her if she have found a partner alrd..no way man!...anyway there's no way that Pearl is going to partner a uncle, so no matter what, she'll try to find someone to be her partner on that day!hahaha...wait long long uncle!
life have been so tough..she's been putting on a mask to work everyday.........

so tired..






pearl 210508 900pm

bad day

tuesday!!it wasnt a good day to Pearl.

but she just received a sms saying suddenly thought of u.i miss you.

though its jus an sms bt it meant alot to her(:

ended her day with a smile at last(:

thanks gurl(:



pearl 200508 8.10pm

vesak day

rolling on her bed..with swollen eyes..and redish face..feeling so tired..it has been so long since she last stay at home for a day......feeling so bored,there's no one at home..they went to some vesak day funfair..Pearl feels so alone.staring at her laptop screen den fell asleep..when she woke up its like 3+.mummy return home,asked her y are u at home?not meeting him today?ohman..ouch..Pearl den replied no.. we're not meeting..looking at all those pictures of momories in her bedroom wall.she felt so sad....ohwell..its all over...

mummy den ask her to have dinner together.man!so lazy to move about.feels like a sick patient on bed...haha..




pearl-the manwhomilovethemosthurtmethemost... 190508 07.10pm

fun fun fun(:

sunday!instead of sleeping till late morning..she woke up super early and when for cg outing.had games,food and lots of fun!bt it was very tiring..her both legs was sOOOOOO tired!!!!wasnt tt tired when she was on her high heels to work everyday man!she really enjoy today and look forward for more of these outings(: feels sad tt she couldnt share with the one she loves the most.miss something inside her heart.whats love God?besides ur love...........

pearl
180508 1154pm

:D

thursday.830 met up with her manager for a meeting in town..thru out the entire meeting jus set there beside him doing nth..bt Pearl is glad that she's able go and experience it herself how was it like when 15 bosses garthered together for a annual meeting.its so exciting.seeing all kinds of ppl(:it was really an eye opening one(:
The meeting ended at ard 11..den Pearl rush down for her dental apptment.changed her braces colour to dark purple.quite like it(:went shopping after that.sometimes she jus love the feeling of begin alone.bought nth..suprisingly.haha!she den head down to mac bought dinner for family(:
there's no where like home(:




pearl misses u much......150508 7.29pm

(:

Been so long since she blog her last entry and she even forget abt that blog address.sigh.but she's gonna start blogging again!(:

oh well,today is wednesday.Time pass so slowly..bt she doesnt hv to go back to office tml n the day after..hurray!gonna have a long weekend ahead, and she's more then happy becos she can start doing lots of things tt she wanted to do yet have no time for it(:

Pearl seems like she got abit stuck in life..feeling upset and helpless,gg thru lots and lots of circumstances but she's gonna stay strong.yes,she will. she's believing God for a greater breakthru after walking out of the dark valley..

Pearl is really thankful for having her leader and members ard that encourages her along the way.During this period of time.Really thank God for them(:




lovepearl 140508 10:10pm