30th march

just another week away to 20 weeks...baby kaylee has been kicking more nowdays especially when im lying on the softa or bed....everytime when i feel her kicks it never fail to put a smile on my face. i cant wait for aug to come so that i can finally see her face to face. im also looking forward to my detail scan nx tues(: daddy chen cannt make it so mummy will go down to TMC with me...fox was having big sales i saw some really nice ones..i cant help it!!!...but its really damn cheap..those clothings i bought is only 9 dol of less per piece but in retail its 30 over dols... so i think its damn worth it.

well frm the moment i discovered my pregnancy til my 5th month i have learn alot of things, how tough it is being pregnant..the toughest 3months ..the changes in my body till i almost got scared about having a second one...parents nag for our own good but not overly naggy.my mum is still consider as normal..haha...parents worrying over child education..are they able to cope ant?mentally and financially perpared for the child and her future. being a parent isnt that easy.

from going out till late nights with friends to sleeping early and resting at home all day long...tts boring...frm drinking and eating whatever i want to consider whether it will harm my bb ant.frm wearing body hugging clothings to loose clothings...from a big B to a big C cup...frm waist of 28 till 36....my weight i have gain i think 4 kgs alrd..faint..and i realised that i start to get lazy dolling up alrd!!! that cannt be the case...and soon i will be wearing nursing brasssss instead of cotton bra..

i guess everything's worth it to see my little kaylee grow up strong , healthy , intelligent and super adorable(:

to my dearest dear: i heart you(:

Two is better than one(:

i remember what you wore on our first day,

you came into my life and i thought hey

you know this could be something

cos everything you do and words you say

you know that it all takes my breath away

and now im left with nothing

so maybe it's true, that i cant live without you

and maybe two is better than one

but there's so much time, to figure out the rest in my life

and you've already got me coming undone

and im thinking two, is better then one

i remember every look upon your face

the way you roll your eyes the way you taste

you make it hard for breathing

cos when i close my eyes and drift away

i think of you and everything's okay

and finally now, believing

hai..

headaches headaches and more headaches....hai..i wanna faint liao seriously..and sometimes feel like i have fainting spells...i really realised that being pregnant is so tough eh....oh well..but its all worth it...(: i hope that i can get to know my baby's gender soon..so that when getting baby's stuff wouldnt be so tough....