2dec09

im so bored.......school suck..

finally 2009 is coming to an end! time really pass damn fast...and im married for 5 months alrd...zzzzzzz

well, Christmas is getting nearer....this year christmas is so not planned...hmm..so sian.i think xmas eve is stay at home n company his mum..zz..i just duno why me n his mum just cant click at all...i din know tt staying with mil is tt difficult. if i knew it earlier den i wont even marry him alrd..cos i dun wanna him to be stuck in the middle like sandwhich...duno what to do. he upset i also upset den no one is happy. i really hate this phrase jia ji suay ji jia go suay go...duno who the hell invented this kinda of stupid phrase...zzzz i really feel tt once married parents shld let go and let this own child manage their own life..not everything also wanna bother..and i really feel that we shld stay ourself instead of staying with in laws..if really have to stay with in laws if they are nice..den nevermind.not nice u die..and u will curse n swear for the rest of ur life...okay i know i sound very negative.. but im really quite upset about things now.

my xmas wish this year would be having a child of my own another little one that is precious to me.im really hoping for one...
a hol nx year..haha...okay i know im quite greedy...ha ha....