sigh

im so afraid of facing reality.really. OBS.sigh....come to think about it.i feel so afraid.i cant bear to be seperated from you for another 4 months again.but yet i still have to let you go.....its so painful..that feeling is terrible.really...i really hate it.but i cant avoid it...God can you pls make me feel less? so that i wont feel so much pain inside of me?

my 20th bd

thanks dear..love you(:

photos without editing

haha...here's one of the 33 pics that we have chosen..the rest you will get to see on the actual day(:

july...the month of exams and my 20th birthday..supposed to be a happy one but sigh..i have no mood for it already i totally dont know what to do or face that problem without anyone's support i dont wanna be a murderer seriously.