been very busy with stupid projects this few weeks.like sian..and the lecturer dont even make herself clear in whatever things she explain..zzz..dun wanna talk abt it anymore..tml's my project submission date.hope i get good grades..hahha

anw, went town with mum and the kids on friday.went shopping around..andwe saw these pretty flower girl dress for the 2 girls(: pretty right..ha ha..but its abit too early to get it..so shall wait till nx year den go get it..

went to watch transformer with baby jus now..nice show..(:

gtg..got school tml..zzz..sian..wanna graduate quick!!

anniversary cum proposal

ystd was our anniversary..so baby and i went to sizzler to eat and celebrate..and its my first time eating steaks in a restaurant...hha..very gugu right...baby also bought me flowers..after that we went to the fountain of wealth to watch the laser show......and i din expect that he will actually propose there..i was super suprised..when the laser form a line of words saying "pearlyn will you please marry me?"..i was so touch..so so touch..tears flow down my cheeks...OMG...i really cant believe it...no one has ever do so much things for me in my 20 years......i love you dear..thank you so much...

i love you baby...

love love with lots of love..

with lots of love

pearl

ooo.. time flies..im gg back to school nx week..feeling excited i wonder how will it be like..ha ha..this yr is really fast its alrd june..half the year gone liao..and its also our one yr anniversary.....

when its like next week and next week but it din come..baby loves to sleep and his sleeping now..sigh..i have always wanted to go to marina barrage..go for pinic and stuff but its not happening..kinda of sianthats why i can blog now..i have nth to do but i dun wanna slp my weekends away lor its damn boring....well...baby say that he have a good news for us..and the good news is there's flat available in sk...near my parents place...end up see wrong..becos of the t&c we cannot apply..zzzzzzz): happy news become sad news...dear also told me that his ship will not be going for the 4 months deployment nx year so he will have to go with another ship...and becos of that he cannot promote nx yr ): so sad lor..he have to wait till 2011 or even later to get his staff sergent rank...sian...when he talk abt the 4 months trip hor..it reminds me of last year..when we were jus together for a few months and he have to leave me for the 4 months trip..feeling so sad..the flash back of him telling me that he gtg..waving goodbye to me frm far...tears began to flow down my cheeks..that painful feeling i will never forget..how i wish that he dun have to go..and we will jus have enough money to get married....

even typing all this make my tear so much liao..i cant imagine that day...
i guess it will be even worst then the previous one cos feelings have gone deeper..



pearl

i finally got my new netbook frm dear..can use internet at home liao after so long....ha ha..well life is still the same for me..zzz..soon sch gonna start liao..and i got to start all over again to study!..also duno how..but also must know how..ha ha..well was on the way back home frm dearie's place..i enjoyed every moment spend with him..he's always very sweet luh..wanna give me his very best..but sometimes i get overly naughty..throw temper here and here..i know..i can be much better luh..and i will start to control my bad temper..ha ha..but it makes me feel very xin fu to have him..cos he's someone thats so close to my heart..and i can never afford to lose him..he might not be the most prefect man on earth..but i love very much...

to maintain a long term love relationship isnt easy luh..got to give and take...if u really love that person i believe there's always a way.