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heart struggles always..
when those feelings of pass hurts creeps into my heart..

been missing you so badly for the pass few days,i duno why...sigh
but the more i miss you the more im afraid of loosing you,getting hurt and all..
feeling so dangerous all the time..i really dont believe that i cant get out of the pass....
which i've been trying ..i dont believe that there's no forever love.

precious i miss you!

its shopping time!!

deardear never call me today):

..no skipping meals this time..mum's rather strict with me now..sigh..
not gonna care about my gastric problem for now..

anw,its time for shopping again!!!christmas shopping!!!went to town...saw alot of pretty things..
bought pammy darling's pressie..and also dearie's pressie(:
i did alot of shopping today..so tired!!really shopping..i dint rem the last time doing so much of shopping..the mood out there in town and the shopping centres were full with the mood of christmas(: almost everywhere you go u see christmas trees and christmas deco..

i hope that this year's christmas would be the best christmas that i ever celebrate thruout the pass years...

love love love

deardear

dear dear i miss you so much you know?
miss you miss you miss you miss you so so so so so so so much..sigh

moments

sigh..gonna diet no more and just eat as normal..meaning i got to excerise even more!hmm..stupid doctor say my gastric is getting worst..and i have to be on medication..sigh.

went interview with tiger ystd for fun..to see how the interview goes..hmm..i was thinking of trying out another airline which is based in another country.went in to the third round for cx..bt gave up..dk why..
but again, i got to think for the people ard me.will they agree to it or object over it.i dont wanna be selfish..whatever it may be..hhaha

im all excited for christmas and sian because my office is moving super soon..so mafan!so many things to move over..its last then a month to christmas and i seriously cant wait!!!hahas..
i wanna spend this christmas with people whom i love...present isnt that impt but the love, gatherings and the atmostphere would be the most impt thing to me(:

its less then a month to my superhero's return!22days more!!im so glad that im gonna see him so soon!miss ya so much!



love pearl(:

tired

i wanna a holiday..to leave this world for a moment...

nights out(: 22nov08

went out with pammy today...was another great bonding session.talking about life and future..and also christmas(: this babe of mine is full of good advice,encouragements and motivations.she always encourage and motives me to do whatever i wanna do..feels like my dream has been revived once again.to be able to dream again...i have a dream since young to become a flight stewardess when i grow up..becos of obstacles,parents and all i din dare to think about it.but this girl make me dream again...to really go ahead and try whatever things that i really want in this life time..

thanks babe.
love you.

dearest li jia mei(:

your sms melt my heart...thanks babe.i love you too!thanks for standing by me all these while when i needed someone..thanks for comforting me when i miss him.hearing my rubbish and all...i really really thank god for having such a sweet gf..

i love you girl(:

sweetest msg that i have rec so far....

Dear lord, the lady reading this is beautiful, classy and strong and i love her.
help her live her life to the fullest.please promote her and cause her to excel above her expectations.
help her shine in the darkest places where it is impossible to love.
protect her at all times,lift her up when she needs you most and let her know when she walks with you,she will always be save. love you!!

pammy

19nov08

its been so long.....so so long..i last feel u by my side.
but im glad that im gonna see you in30days time(:

the feeling of danger the way i love..
falling deeper and deeeper each day.

afraid of losing u
afraid of tears
afraid of heartaches
but i still chose to love you...ure my everything baby.(:
and i know you love me very much too.

i learn something new today..haha..frm my stupid colleague
he say sentosa stands for

s- so
e- expensive
n- nothing
to- to
s- see
a - anyway
................

sentosa trip(:

bestfriend(:

sooo cute(:

mummy's fav

best mum(: I LOVE U(:

to be continue....................................

very overdue tioman pics at last(: but im not gonna post all

with love(:

nights out!!(:(:(:

just some random pics with my long lost gf(:

love u babe(: