love hurts

never knew tt her life could become so bitter because of love.The first man whom Pearl love so much gave her hell on earth.nvr knew that you are so irresponsibe..throwing me to another person...and jus go away Pearl's so heartbroken. tearing and tearing.asking herself why?why?it must be so painful?always seeing her girlfriend tearing.. gone crazy for a guy.willing to do what that guy want and they suffer all alone..now she seriously understood how painful it was when u have to let someone who is so dear to u whom u love soO much but u just have to let them go.those good memories Pearl will always keep them inside her heart..always remebering those good times they had together...pearl u got to be strong.no matter what...move on gurl.it's not the end of everything.u still can be happy again.wakeup!!please...

iloveusomuchbutalsohateu..........thatmuch.
pearl
310508
2.40pm

I REALLY CAN'T HELP BUT TO HATE U.





pearl...

my friend

you brighten up her day.Thanks shan for that sweet little gift and card.pearl love them(:

thanks for begin there for me sweet..Really appreciate you much..love you gurl(:


"in life its really the sweet little things that counts"



love
pearl
250508
510pm

when will the man that i love stop my tears from falling...?

i never knew it was so hard....

pearl 240508 10pm

....

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择
就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)
..........................



我爱你.
Pearl 22052008 1043pm

Sigh...

movie,manicure anyone??..haha
For the past two days Pearl's eyes was really like goldfish eyes both her upper eyelids were swollen and puffy.have no idea what happen to them...sigh,feeling so disturb by it.Finally it became smaller today.. thank God!Pearl's Company D&D is coming..looking for a partner to join her on curise for one night..sigh..but who???or else she got to partner a UNCLE???who have been asking her if she have found a partner alrd..no way man!...anyway there's no way that Pearl is going to partner a uncle, so no matter what, she'll try to find someone to be her partner on that day!hahaha...wait long long uncle!
life have been so tough..she's been putting on a mask to work everyday.........

so tired..






pearl 210508 900pm

bad day

tuesday!!it wasnt a good day to Pearl.

but she just received a sms saying suddenly thought of u.i miss you.

though its jus an sms bt it meant alot to her(:

ended her day with a smile at last(:

thanks gurl(:



pearl 200508 8.10pm

vesak day

rolling on her bed..with swollen eyes..and redish face..feeling so tired..it has been so long since she last stay at home for a day......feeling so bored,there's no one at home..they went to some vesak day funfair..Pearl feels so alone.staring at her laptop screen den fell asleep..when she woke up its like 3+.mummy return home,asked her y are u at home?not meeting him today?ohman..ouch..Pearl den replied no.. we're not meeting..looking at all those pictures of momories in her bedroom wall.she felt so sad....ohwell..its all over...

mummy den ask her to have dinner together.man!so lazy to move about.feels like a sick patient on bed...haha..




pearl-the manwhomilovethemosthurtmethemost... 190508 07.10pm

fun fun fun(:

sunday!instead of sleeping till late morning..she woke up super early and when for cg outing.had games,food and lots of fun!bt it was very tiring..her both legs was sOOOOOO tired!!!!wasnt tt tired when she was on her high heels to work everyday man!she really enjoy today and look forward for more of these outings(: feels sad tt she couldnt share with the one she loves the most.miss something inside her heart.whats love God?besides ur love...........

pearl
180508 1154pm

:D

thursday.830 met up with her manager for a meeting in town..thru out the entire meeting jus set there beside him doing nth..bt Pearl is glad that she's able go and experience it herself how was it like when 15 bosses garthered together for a annual meeting.its so exciting.seeing all kinds of ppl(:it was really an eye opening one(:
The meeting ended at ard 11..den Pearl rush down for her dental apptment.changed her braces colour to dark purple.quite like it(:went shopping after that.sometimes she jus love the feeling of begin alone.bought nth..suprisingly.haha!she den head down to mac bought dinner for family(:
there's no where like home(:




pearl misses u much......150508 7.29pm

(:

Been so long since she blog her last entry and she even forget abt that blog address.sigh.but she's gonna start blogging again!(:

oh well,today is wednesday.Time pass so slowly..bt she doesnt hv to go back to office tml n the day after..hurray!gonna have a long weekend ahead, and she's more then happy becos she can start doing lots of things tt she wanted to do yet have no time for it(:

Pearl seems like she got abit stuck in life..feeling upset and helpless,gg thru lots and lots of circumstances but she's gonna stay strong.yes,she will. she's believing God for a greater breakthru after walking out of the dark valley..

Pearl is really thankful for having her leader and members ard that encourages her along the way.During this period of time.Really thank God for them(:




lovepearl 140508 10:10pm